|
Free Love
Chapter 1
It was the kind of rain that didn't honor an umbrella, for
it
came down sideways, with sudden frigid gusts of wind.
Anybody out
in it was sure to get a good soaking. Flooding came on
quickly as
the old streets of Greenwich Village were ill equipped with
drainage, and the walks, courtyards, and alleys were rife
with
shallow dips where water accumulated quickly. Which is why
no one
found the body until the rain let up and we ventured abroad
again
for something more sustaining than the food of love.
Having rehearsed at the Playhouse through the previous
evening, we'd gone to Chumley's for our usual nightcap. It
had
rained so relentlessly for three days, the courtyard
leading to
Chumley's was under water. And Chumley's itself looked more
deserted than usual, though we knew there was no less
activity.
But that night we were more inclined toward lovemaking, and
so
we happily bypassed the speakeasy and waded our way to
Bedford
Street. It was well after midnight. We stayed home in bed
reading
poetry, smoking and making love, even sleeping, through the
night
and most of the day.
After dark, when we finally came out again, our first
stop was
the Waverly on Bank Street, where for the grand sum of a
dollar I
could indulge my craving for meatloaf and mashed potatoes
and
chocolate pudding. Prohibition being what it was, the
Waverly
served no spirits. And we'd already polished off the gin
in Whit's
pocket flask. Our spirits needed spirits. Arm in arm, we
ambled
down Commerce Street past the Cherry Lane Theatre to the dim
courtyard that led to Chumley's.
And that's how Whit and I ended up being the ones who found her.
We thought it was a red blanket bunched up in the pool of
filthy water that filled the courtyard. I never bothered
with
stockings, so though it was cold, I took off my shoes to
wade
through the mess. Of course, Whit had some choice things
to say
about dirt and germs - a fair enough lover, but such a
prig. I
never listen to anybody much about the way I choose to live
my
life, so I certainly wasn't going to pay much attention to
his
"rules and regulations," as I liked to call his
pronouncements.
It was a mistake; the water was cold and slimy. Still,
there
was no way I was going to impart this and have him say 'I
told you
so,' so I took my time sloshing through it. Oh, prig or
not, he
probably wouldn't have gloated because he's a better person
than I
am.
As I was having this whole debate with myself, I tripped over something, arched back to stop my fall, and sat right down on my derriere in the mess next to the soggy blanket. Whit turned around and laughed. I was not amused. I held up what had brought me down. It was a rather elegant, albeit sopping, high heeled shoe.
"Get up out of there, Oliver," Whit said in that
supercilious
way of his.
He reached over to give me a hand, and I couldn't help
it, I
gave him a mighty tug. He landed right on top of the sodden
blanket.
There she was, wrapped up practically like a mummy.
Only the
wet strings of hair could be seen from one end and from the
other,
long bare toes of one foot and the water logged mate of the
elegant
high-heeled shoe that had tripped me on the other.
We pulled her out of the still water onto somewhat
dryer
pavement, where pinpricks of light leaked from Chumley's
darkened
windows. I suppose it was the wrong thing to do because the
coppers like to have things left intact, as they were quick
enough
to tell us later, but at the time we weren't thinking too
clearly.
It was a shock finding a dead body practically in your back
yard.
And then too, there was little light and we were a bit
drunk. We
didn't notice that we were stained by her blood.
"Shouldn't we open the blanket so she can breath?" I
set her
other shoe down beside her bare toes, my thoughts
fluttering about
the poem taking shape in my head.
"She's dead," Whit said, but he loosened the blanket
anyway,
and we saw for certain that she was, strangled with a red
cord.
"Damn," he said. He looked away, then moved away.
Chumley's had
no telephone. "I'll get a cop."
Whit went off; a moment later I heard him retching in
the
darkness. I lit a cigarette and kept watch over the poor
creature,
once a living, breathing girl like me. I struck a match
and looked
at her again. Her face was blotchy with makeup, smeared
with dirt
and death. She seemed vaguely familiar and yet not. She
lay as if
asleep in the blanket.
Not strangled, I decided. Strangulation left the eyes
popping
and the tongue protruding. I'd seen our stable boy after
he hanged
himself in the barn when he was fourteen.
What Whit and I'd both thought to be a red cord was
the slash
across her throat. She'd bled to death, her blood mingling
with
the rain and filling the courtyard where the dip in the
cement
formed a valley.
Before long, Max and Mary appeared, then Rae with
Merrill and
Emma, and Edward Hall. Edward has such a quick mind. I
felt a
mild twinge of regret we were no longer lovers. He went
right into
Chumley's and warned them that we were bringing the cops
for the
dead woman. And quickly, with much groaning and carrying
on, all
the booze was cleared away and out came the tea cups.
Pretty soon,
everyone was standing around outside looking at the dead
woman.
"Does anyone know her?" I asked the assembly.
Someone held a flash light close to her face. Under
the dirt
her skin was sheer and ephemeral, white and bloodless. Her
lips
were blue.
"Poor mouse," a man said. "Seen her around once or twice," another fellow said.
By then my teeth were chattering. I stubbed out what
was left
of my cigarette. I'd been sitting far too long on the cold
damp
cement, my wet skirt wrapped around my bare legs. I felt a
hand
clasp my shoulder.
"You are soaking wet. You can't sit out here like this. You'll have pneumonia."
He was tall and slim, to my liking. His dark hair
hovered
near his collar, shaggy, as if he cut it himself. He knelt
beside
me close, so he was looking into my eyes. I tasted the gin
as his
breath brushed my lips. I'd seen him before, at Chumley's,
around
the Village. He'd been in the War and spoke French with
ease. I
tried to remember his name ...
"Andrew Goren," he said. "Come inside and dry off." Of course. He wrote in a clean honest style. "I read one of your stories," I said. "You're very good." I let him lift me to my feet. The cement felt rough on my soles. Well, no wonder I was cold. I'd dropped my shoes when I fell. He brought me into Chumley's, where the chess pieces from the interrupted games awaited the players' return. For the moment the entertainment was outdoors, not in. We sat near the fire, and we drank gin from tea cups, smoked. "I read your poem Hay and Straw in Vanity Fair," he said. "I liked it. I admire your work." He had hot eyes, deepest blue, almost black. Count Dracula eyes. I bade a silent adieu to Whit, for I'd decided then and there Andy Goren would be my next lover. "I've lost my shoes," I said. "I'll carry you home," said he. Oh, love, I thought. Outside, we heard raised voices. The police had arrived. He rose. "Where are you going?" "I have to talk to the police. I'll be back for you." "Did you know her?" I asked.
"She was my wife," he said.
|
|
|
|
Bibliography · New York Essays · Skull Session · Links · |
|
|
|
Copyright © 1998 Annette Meyers All rights reserved |